Hey, Calliope — Part two
my heart spun earlier today, so I wrote to her
“These days my heart is just too small to hold the things that I am feeling.
Today is one of those days when I think about my emotions like they are unique personal phenomena, that no one has ever felt what I am feeling.
There is a logic that tries to explain every emotion that humans feel: anger and love.
As a logical being, I am tempted to believe that there is nothing magical about what makes us feel something for someone else.
But, when I see you smile, that cannot be logical, it is beyond explanation.”
I wrote to her again
“Thank you for being my unpaid therapist.
My annoying English tutor.
My quiet inspiration.
My warmth without a radiator.
Giving me orgasms without contact.😀😀😀
Say hi to your aging wigs…”
I will tell you about her wigs later.